Sarah [nobody]

Appearance

She pretty much looks like her hover image.

Personality

Before:
She was a kind soul, probably got it from her father, though she like her father never really thought deeply in matters of which traits are from where. Her main focus of life was to stay happy, keep those around her happy, and live in the perfect illusion that everything was perfect. She helped her father try and raise opinion of poor people, sometimes she was considered "cute" for it, something she never really noticed.

She met a boy one year older than her, she soon felt the need to put all her efforts into making his life better before her own. Using all her strength, past all the agony, all the sickness... She aimed to make him smile, while sometimes it worked, other times she noticed the darkness growing around him.. How he seemed sad when she was a way, she was saddened at how much her efforts were made and how little they actually influenced him in the end.

As time of the end of her world grew, she grew deeper into a despair of trying to make those around her happier but failing. It was almost welcoming to see it all end, yet at that last second... All dark thoughts were haunted with guilt..For she forgotten her goal, to make him happy. By then it was too late, a great remorse that will probably follow her everywhere. That deep down she was as selfish as they came, no matter how she changed it.

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After:

She became a void a nothingness of herself, she didn't care what she did or how she did it. In reality she didn't really care about anything or anyone... She just felt empty, like something important was lost never to be returned.. A shell, just a plain shell ready to be crushed with the right amount of weight. Some part of her believes she deserved it, no real reason of telling why... No real reason why she was here, what was the point of it all really?

If one was to attempt to form a relationship they will find it hard, as how do you become friends with one so empty? Upon asked about memories, she comes up a blank, doesn't even try to open them. She doesn't really understand the reasoning but she is prone to help others, prone to bring on these things normals call "smiles"... It really didn't matter, just better not to dive too deep into what held nothing. To most she will probably just come off a cold heart character who cared about nobody or nothing, not even herself. It is true she wouldn't hesitate to take a life, she at least has something... maybe something.. of her former life waiting to be re-flamed.

History

Human cruelty, it was something truly unknown to her, something she probably would never have understood. Why be cruel, if one could be happy? Why starve others, when you are full? She herself was pretty normal for the most part, somehow had the ability to avoid drama or any sort of scarring events. Her life was what one could consider peaceful and perfect.

Though her world was turned upside down when a boy, a starving boy, approached her. He had honestly scared her, captivated her. When he began speaking to her, she began to listen. She began to realize just how dark it was outside her little perfect garden. Tired of seeing her new found friend starving and at such distress, she told her Father. from there her Father invited him to their home, he became part of the family.

She loved him like a brother, she never wanted to lose him. Practically began putting him first before everything, wanted him to be truly happy. Just let him forget everything of the past that had caused him so much harm. Soon she was so focused on making his life happier, that a sickness began to take effect on her. She did her best to fight it, to not let him see it... But soon it grew stronger, began consuming her perfect little life.

Her family grew to become stressed, did everything they could to fight back this disease. Her friends began vanishing, as she was always too busy in the hospital or trying to catch-up on schoolwork. Her adopted brother, she didn't want him to know she was suffering... She tried so hard to hide it all, all the pain she felt throughout her body. Somehow, someway she managed to go to school every other day... Somehow, someway she managed to keep her grades on average even with all the missed days or falling behind... Somehow someway...

It was actually at the very school she fought so hard to attend, to keep hanging out with her foster brother and pretend perfectly life behind the sickness... That she watched her very imperfect perfect world be burned away by something she could never understand, no matter how much she tried. Using every-bit of her strength she reached the top of the school, this.. All of the city was what she wanted to see last... Every bit of that of light and darkness clashing to one... She heard the steps of somebody reaching the rooftop, they distracted her from the sight of the world below... From behind her.

It was him, she felt her heart warmed up at the sight of him. That he was still alive, at least one could live happily. It was then pain began surging through her, it was then some sort of darkness began feeding on all hopes and dreams... Taking all those away from her, she began to tear up with no comprehension of what was happening, just that the world was growing colder; darker. Soon it was all gone

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She awoken, feeling empty, a complete void. Nothing mattered, nothing would ever matter. She held no questions, cared for no questions. There were was nothing left inside her, she was but a shell, one who didn't even care for what they were. The shell awoken in traverse town, managed to wonder around aimless before discovering a way to arrive a more brighter world. once there she met a man that offered her an opportunity, scratch his back, he would scratch hers. She not really caring for anything, anyone, a complete void agreed just to agreed. Now she just wonders about doing the little job he gave her, really no real reason to keep doing it, but to just do it.

OOC Name:Ginger

ROLE:  ORIGINAL